I have mountain homework and I feel dreadfully stressed out. I let my pile of homework accumulate whilst I sit in front of the computer reading manga 24/7. I wake up so early to download manga and now I am officially sleep deprived. You can practically see the dark deep circles etched around my naturally dark eyes.(Gothic much?) I feel depressed and dead. I complain that I have no life yet I'm not doing anything to improve it. Theres a tonne of imminent assessments to be due. Here is a mini calendar of it.

So as you can see, the reason for my depression is no wonder. There’s also a Major Work due sometime after Wk 9 but I’m not so sure when. Sophie’s bday is a MAJOR break for us all. My friends planned to make a joint bday party where we will be celebrating Sophie’s, Jenny Lu’s, Theresa’s and my bday on the same day. I don’t really know if that will work but whatever.

Things I would like to mention but unfortunately had missed out on :( -
♥ Jenny Guo’s Bday: we had a fun time eating a roasted chicken symbolising a cake but it tasted like dough L
♥ Valentine’s Day: To all the lovers out there, I give you a belated wish, ‘ May you be together 4 ever’ <3.
♥ Chinese New year: It was normal. Traditions are never fun. I got lots of red packets but that doesn’t mean I got a lot of money :(

I’ve been using the sad smile a lot on MSN lately. God, it’s depressing. oh wells, after a few more weeks, let’s hope I can turn this frown upside down!

At school , there’s practically nothing to do. Sometimes we play ‘truth or dare’ but that’s a dodgy game because you don’t know when a person’s lying and when they’re not. So, they always ALWAYS pick truth. I resort to dare to liven things up and when I see my friends laugh (no, not at me I hope) I feel happy too. But that was when we didn’t have UNO. Hahahas :). At first, I didn’t really like Uno because it’s plain basic and boring. But I discovered, when playing with your closest friends, you can actually find a lot of joy out of it.

My layout. What happened to it? I’m stuck on this part that I can’t figure out how to do and Theresa won’t teach me :( So is at fault? THERESA :).

Jenny Lam and I are planning something for Theresa’s Bday. It’s exciting but yet again, delayed. @@ I really hope to get this thing done before her Bday.

I shouldn’t even be on the computer today. That’s due to my new commitment – finish every piece of homework on the day that they are given. Lame?whatever. But, today was an exception and I felt the urge to blog. I have this excruciating blister that developed underneath my toe, don’t ask me how that works but it does. It hurts like hell to walk, not to mention run. Well anyways, my mum had to go shopping for Chinese New Year (which is on Thursday) and insisted for me to come along to carry her shopping. Now, I would have, but it really goddamn hurt for me to walk. We were arguing (no actually, it was a one-sided argument- my way) and after a while, she didn’t tried persuading anymore but instead, she forced me. My little brother decided to tag along so I couldn’t really work out the point of me going. My mum dragged me to the asian groceries in Canley Heights and abandoned me to go buy flowers. I just sat on the nearest bench in a really really really bad mood. I was ultra sleepy from staying up late the previous night and the blister was really not helping it. So, I rested my head on my knee and tried to go to sleep. It was futile because I was in a public place and there is absolutely no way for anyone to be able to sleep under such circumstances. Then, this random girl who was talking with her mum very disrespectfully, sat next to me. I didn’t really pay much attention to her until she spontaneously asked me to open her drink. >.> ( I assumed she was a bitch and instantly thought that she was a loser). I didn’t reply, mainly because I was in an ultra bad mood but I took the bottle anyway. I fiddled with it and when she realised that I couldn’t do much better than she can, she took it back. After 5 minutes, I was in a much better mood so I decided to spark up a conversation with her. I was about to speak when she made a comment about a bypasser’s shorts. She said it was digusting but I didn’t find anything wrong with it until I realised it was sky blue. After that, we kept on talking and talking and yes, we were suddenly friends. During the thirty minutes that I spent with her, this was what I found out:

♥ Her name is Vivy.

♥ She is in Year 6.

♥ She attends Holy-something Public School (private Christian school in Paramatta)

♥ Her school finishes at 3:30pm, sometimes 3:40pm

♥ She lives in Paramatta, 10 minutes from her school and shop.

♥ She wears size 9 shoes (not children’s size, apparently).

♥ Her parents were into business

♥ Her brother is a lawyer in training

♥ Her sister is a doctor

♥ Once, when she was 5 years old, she entered a plane and sat on its seat without lining up.o.0”

♥ She used to watch Naruto.

♥ When her brother was young, he pretended to be batman and fell down the stairs. >.>

♥ Her brother thinks that this honey drink containing seeds looks like eyeballs whilst she thinks that it looks like fish’s eggs.

♥ Her brother wants her to be his partner in business in the future.

♥ She doesn’t think that she’s rich(which she is, obviously) but she thinks that she’s smart.

♥ She used to have a two- storey house in Queensland.

Yes, she is a very extroverted person. By the way, I found out that she’s not bitchy but instead, she’s very nice. This is the very first time I’ve ever made an extended conversation with a stranger. That sort of made my day and I don’t feel the blister anymore.(:

I’m in the progress of making a new layout. Due to the lack of my PS skills, it’s going to take a loooooooooooong time. Oh and I watched ‘Australia’s so you think you can dance’. I like:3. This 15 year old guy danced really pro and he received a standing ovation. It’s surprising to see someone my age receive so many compliments from such strict judges. I read somewhere that there’s going to be an ‘Australia’s next top model’ show. Even though I love those kind of shows, it’s irritating to see how Australia keep imitating America’s shows. How unoriginal. There’s this movie called ‘The Mist’ and it looks really interesting. It’s coming out on Feb 6^th. Me want watch (:

I have decided to list all the great moments of my holidays even though they may sound boring. So here they are:

♥ My trip to blue mountains - the scenery was just mesmerizing and I completed my exercise for the day whilst walking up and down those mountains. It was strenuous and I felt like collapsing when I finished and I also got lost… but that’s a different story.

♥ My trip to Anna Bay, which is like 3 hrs from Sydney - My brother and I went body boarding on these steep sand dunes which was not a good idea. I broke a few brain cells, eat a whole gulp of sand and badly scratched the body board... which was sad. But I have to admit, it was thrilling for a few seconds.

♥ My shopping trips- I bought a whole tonne of clothes and i calculated that I spent around $300-$400 on clothes. Wow, that satisfied me alright.

♥ My first homemade bag- Yes. I got that inspiration from Theresa who made her first bag last year and it turned out quite pretty. So, (no I don’t call it copying) I decided to make one myself. I bought fabric which costed $7.50 and butterfly accessories which costed $2.50 and that amounts to $10. Oh, and my mum, she opposed me from making this bag, which was sad because like, she’s a parent and you would expect her to give me unconditional support. But no, instead, she underestimated me. It took me quite a while to piece all of the parts together but it took me even longer to spray paint my bag. The picture I used was not entirely of my own creation as I got some ideas from Photoshop but I did the arrangement on my own. I must tell you, I did manage to spray the template on but it turned out quite disgusting. It still looks like a bag though, which was surprising for my mum and I.

♥ Cloverfield – yes it was a movie that I greatly anticipated to watch. My brothers watched it whilst I was shopping and that remained oblivious to me until the end of my shopping trip. Now, what would you think I preferred better? Cloverfield or shop to my heart’s content. Well, like any shopholic girl, I would have chose shopping but this movie, omg it looked so good! so if I could turn back time, I would have definitely chose Cloverfield. But anyways, I did get my chance to watch Cloverfield when I went out with friends. Now, I had warning from my brother that it was extremely dizzying and I forgot his good-hearted warning as I was so excited. And guess what? I felt so nauseous that at one point, I felt like throwing up. But overall, a good movie that I would recommend to any sci-fi fans although I researched the plot before I watched it. But yeah, going with friends made it more enjoyable ;].

♥ The Australian Tennis Grand Slam – For some reason, I am now officially addicted to look at males playing tennis. Jus looking at the ball ricocheting back and forth across the court is simply enthralling. Maybe the reason as to why I’m suddenly addicted to tennis is because of my family’s influence. Every time they switch on the TV, they always flick to channel 7 which is channel that’s airing the Grand Slam. No wonder. Now, there was match that I was particularly deplored with. Roger Feddera (ranked 1^st in the world) vs Djokovich (ranked 3^rd) and guess what? Roger lost three consecutive sets and was immediately out. I mean, you would expect ranked 1^st to beat rank 3^rd but not only did he lose, he also lost in a contemptible manner. At first, when I though Djokovich was going to lose, I rooted for him because losers need more fans to make them feel a bit better you know? and as Feddera was losing, I changed sides but now I just hate Ferrara for putting up a poor match.

And yes, those are the events that made up a wonderful holiday. Hope these memories will not fall out as many of my others have done.

Oh and this layout. All thanks to Theresa. My compliments and appreciation to you, although I really do hate this fugly blue. But expect me to run to you with my next new layout idea =3.